#anyway. will i live blog about it. idk maybe if something funny happens

[xxplastic-cubexx]

gonna read all of House of M this weekend i think

[thenewrises]

enjoy my brain rambles (18+ MDNI)

idk the last time i did a theory/full lore post on anything since 17 year old me played mystic messenger in 2017 (IN FUCKING PHYSICS!!!!!) but for some reason 14 days with you has been on the forefront of my brain for over a year so. also it's so funny how not into yandere games/dark romance i was years ago but the moment i started college and started reading shit like ACOTAR (not dark romance but like... y'know... rhys...) i am like damn... what if someone was THAT into me me... (this does not include haunting adeline i fucking hate that book)

anyways sorry for the ramble!!!! some fun stuff i have found in the last idk few days of perusing old stuff, new stuff, etc.

also, a lot of hints i've found have been followed up by "👀". this is not the case with everything but just a lil tidbit i noticed! :)

The official 14DWY blog is @14dayswithyou

edit: put 18+ mdni in title because the game is 18+! should have mentioned that LOL

Ren's name!

I have been super interested in finding out his name, which i will send guesses sometime to the ask box when i have more as to not spoil anything if i'm right. BUT, i can share everything i have collected! i do know we will know more about him in day 7 possibly but i want to hopefully give some help if anyone wants to guess like me!

(Not In Name) ❌ - T, D, Z, S

(In The Name) ✅ - N, R, A, E

does not begin with - E, R, B, A, P

does not end with - N, L, Y

extras ⁃ 8 letters (could be more) ⁃ not traditionally masculine ⁃ american ⁃ emerald has three letters (E, A, R are my guesses) ⁃ clarence (two letters right spot) ⁃ emerson (one letter right spot) ⁃ marienne (one letter right spot) ⁃ his sister called him ren

so, with this in mind i have a few ideas. it seems the letter "R" is in the fourth position in his name. the letter "E" seems to be at the end of his name. i believe his name may be unisex or possibly more typically feminine, but he was named by his mother after her two friends (which i believe are Teo's relatives). some guesses about the name i have are: i believe his name may begin with an L or F, but this is just a guess i have but i do not believe it begins with a C. either "ren" is in his name altogether or another variation such as rien. but! this is just a theory (matpat... thank u).

some extras:

_ _ _ r _ _ _ e

edit: upon some scrolling before bed i am starting to believe their name may end in “rence” or “riene”. will update but that’s where i’m landing right now.

edit 2: may ALSO end in renie!

2. Ren's hands!

so we know ren has scarred hands from an accident prior to the events of the game before he ran from home. i don't know exactly what caused the scarring, but i believe it was some kind of altercation with his father from the sounds of it. it was said that ren left his mom in absolute hysterics when he left, so i believe there are a few things that could have happened.

i don't know if ren's father would hurt his mother but let's assume he wouldn't, maybe ren was presenting more masculine, talking back to his father, becoming a "threat" towards taylor, who knows! whatever happened, ren got into an altercation with taylor that ended in the scarring. I believe it has something to do with fire, taylor may have been set of fire somehow. maybe taylor wanted to burn the house down. OR, maybe ren tried to burn the house down with taylor in it...

it's possible that taylor may have tried to harm ren's mother that he attempted to save his mom and burn his father/harm his father. whatever happened, hana was not present for this as i believe this is when ren ran away from home IF this is how it happened.

maybe what happened to his hands was much longer before he left. i've seen some questioning that when leon had a birthday party, he invited hana but she did not go for reasons unknown. what this could mean is that something happened WHEN hana still lived there before she was sent off to school. maybe this was when ren got the scars on his hands. maybe taylor tried to harm ren due to him simply being male, maybe it was something else. maybe ren fought back. maybe taylor tried to hurt ren's mother, causing him to be punished by his father. all i know is, ren in an ask has said “I-I didn’t mean to… He— I didn’t have much of a choice…”

3. Playlist!

a while ago, saint put out this playlist and explained that characters and endings are connected to the songs. from other's guesses and my own curiosity, i went through and did some eliminations and found these to be the most possible to be connected:

shapeshift - ren

almost had me - violet

glimpse of us - leon

angel - ending

god complex - ending (possibly leon)

EDIT: gun - ending (most likely bad)

heart-shaped hologram - EDIT: I believe this is ren's introspection now

these could be inaccurate! but from what i have seen i think these are the best guesses for some of the songs. maybe i'll try to guess more in depth, but for now, this is just from what i've read up! 14 days also has the potential to be an ending, but once again this may be another post.

conclusion

i am so out of my mind. but it is so fun to evaluate lore i have always loved doing it and this game itched my brain. i reccommend this game if you're interested in horror and are 18+ then i say check out this game! read the warnings ahead of time, but i find it funky fresh

anyways womp womp, redacted come home, emo boy by ayesha erotica lookin' ass

[thatguylucass]

So I'm obsessed with UF!sans from UnderFell, but the question is why?

(i did fell in pony town so imma sue him as a banner fight me)

Many people in my life have been asking me why i am obsessed with UF!sans, (even at my fucking job lol) specially for who i am. Usually when you think of sans fangirl people think of a little girl (usually white) who is 13 and probably obsessed with the Undertale fandom and most likely does gacha animations and some silly drawings as a beginner artist.

And then... there's me.

I'm a 22 year old, gay, Latino man.

Yeah, i know, i can already hear people calling me terminally online or rotten or something

but no i don't want to fuck the skeleton...

compared to contrary belief.

But i wanted to share on why this hyper fixation came to be, the way's i have reasoned it and why this stuff happens, so uh... Buckle on my dudes.. bros... or who ever decides to read this (personally i fell like no one will lol) (hehe saw what i did there)

so, i think we all know, if you have seen my blog or by what i draw or for what ever reason.. Yes i am autistic. the number one reason i believe it's because i see him as some sort of hyper fixation, but a part of me thinks its further than that but it could be a valuable reason i suppose.

But truly i think it's because of who exactly UF!sans is. or maybe the way I see him? hmmm I'm not sure, i would have to check the cannon but i will elaborate:

UF!sans grew up in a violent world. If anything a dangerous one where he quite literally had to look and become aggressive to survive. Not only that but inherently Underfell is a dangerous and horrible place to live, after all in that world is "kill or be killed" and to that i related to in an uncanny way.

I grew up in Dominican Republic, i don't only have a rocky background but i have lived in that environment, where you are in a constant state of trying to survive where you can't trust no one. And i assure you it makes family relations rocky.

Think about it. Classic papyrus and sans relation ship they are just silly bros, but in Underfell UF!sans and UF!papyrus at most tolerate each other. Maybe i saw myself in him or maybe a part of me wants to be comforted by someone who understands.

another part, could probably be because his personality is interesting. while he is deadly for sure, he won't be violent unless he has to, or at least from what i have learned. He does knock jokes and is a silly guy even if his looks are quite scary, which is funny cuz most people tell me i look terrifying, but most of the time is cuz I'm Afro-Latino lol.

but idk this feels comforting....

i hope that maybe one day i could actually find someone who understands my pain, but for now i truly feel like this silly skeleton character is giving me that, also he is just fun to draw too.

kind of silly honestly

anyways.

i have a full time job, and go touch grass so if someone dares to call me mentally ill i will uh..

cry probably idk, i don't care that much

you would be surprised the amount of hate asks i get lol

anyways bye

also for the fucker who keeps sending hate at @toxicundernet

fuck you

get a life or go back to reddit, jfc let me be cringe in peace.

[destinyc1020]

Hi destiny, I just started reading your posts regularly and I have been loving them 💕 I'm sorry if you already talked about it but I was wondering

When Zendaya posted her story with the pearl ring last year, what did you think about the whole situation ?

To me personally, I saw the picture and thought nothing. Like pretty picture but that's it. And I was checking twitter at the time and no one was saying anything. Then Z deleted, cropped it, posted about focusing on the hat, then Noon.. then the story saying she can't post anything and that's not how she would drop the news. All of this, I thought it was a funny, like ridiculous, but still funny 😂 I dont know why she started to make a big deal out of it because I swear no one was posting about it, it was making any noise on Twitter or any platform.

BUT then Darnell went online and that's when I started to think they were doing too much. The funny story from Z was already a good way to address it, the live and more especially his tone, it made me raise my eyebrows a little bit. I know he would never do anything against Z's wishes so I'm not saying he's at fault, but Z herself and her decision making. She probably asked for him to go live, go on a monologue about it and idk if was the smartest way to deal with that because at the end of the day, he's a third party. He's not supposed to talk about it in that sense (but maybe that's just my personal view about relationships), but Z allowed him to, maybe even encouraged it. So it made me question their dynamic and how effective it is to send him do the "messy work" in a way. Also all of this was happening when Tom was asleep. Darnell sounded lowkey offended about the idea of an engagement. We can only have theories and right now they're doing more than fine, of course, but I wonder if Tom ever actually saw the video of the live and how he felt at the time. I'm not in his head but just from an outsider pov I would be like damn okay We're not engaged (assuming they're not, which we don't even know but still), but do we need to act like this is such a ridiculous idea🙃

To me (again, personal opinion)! the whole situation became too messy with this live and it's an example of needing a publicist before star thing to do shit on your own 😅

My theory is that someone in her family asked about it for some reasons, and instead of searching if rumors were actually going around massively (which was not the case) she panicked, thought something leaked, and (over)reacted immediately. I never saw her damage control being this incredibly over the top, and I've been there for years. I wonder if I'm the only one

and PSA: Im not saying that because I blame Darnell per say, it's not against him I really appreciate him from the little we know about him he's an incredible person and Z ride or die, I'm more specifically talking about her way of dealing with stuff like this. I would've said the same thing if it came from Tom's side. For example, for people who remember that era, when Tom asked Harry and Haz to DM fan pages to take down the vide of Nadia he accidentally posted in his story, I found it silly too. That's not their job. But at least it was done privately, not publicly

Hey, welcome to my blog! 😁👋🏾

Thnx for the sweet comments. 💕

Re: the Pearl Ring 💍 Gate lol 😆

Here's an article about it in case some people are lost lol....

Anyway... I'm like you, cuz when I first saw her IG story post, I wasn't even thinking about a ring or even thinking she was announcing an engagement lol 😂

I just merely thought she was showing off her outfit, that's all. 🤷🏾‍♀️ But yea, overzealous fans went gaga and started making all kinds of allegations. 🙄

While I'm glad she cleared things up and stopped the chatter, at the same time, it DID seem to me like she and Darnell were doing a bit too much rofl 🤣 Especially Darnell with his live talking about the topic lol 😆 Like, what are you all trying to hide lol? 🤭

Anyway, maybe you're right? She may have gotten a lot of text/msgs from family members or friends wondering if she was dropping some news, and she wanted to clear things up. Either that, or she just didn't want people thinking that she's engaged (when she's already secretly engaged and doesn't want the media to know 👀). Can you imagine trying to plan a wedding ceremony with the media on your back? That's a LOT of pressure. 🥴

Anyway....

I don't think it phased Tom any honestly lol 😆 Fans have to remember that Tom and Z are partners, so whatever they do or think, they talk about it. Couples usually talk about E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G... And I do mean EVERYTHING lol 😆 Even stuff that you wouldn't even think would be important rofl 🤣 Sometimes, my friend's boyfriend knows stuff that I've told her, and I'm like... 👀

So yea, they're fine. Tom knows how hard it is to navigate a rlshp in the public eye, and he's def on board with keeping his rlshp things sacred... as we saw in how he reacted to the Olivia pics, to the video about Nadia, to how he told the media that he felt that he and Zendaya's privacy was "violated" with those kiss pics in the car, to how he said he didn't want to speak on certain things w/out Zendaya, because this not just his story, it's THEIR story. 😊

So yea, he's fine with whatever needs to happen in order to keep their relationship sacred.

[cogbreath]

vent below idk what image to give to make it worth your while have geeked up spongebob sparkle

7 in the goddamn morning that family is YELLING YELLING. and by that i mean my. but i dont want to really be a part of it. not like they treat me like one anyway. really. except my mom. but when shit like this goes down im basically invisible. maybe its for the better that way. but i dunno. having to see that shit go down. really effects me still. i can enjoy watching nasty fights on reality tv and shit but this stuff isnt enjoyable. cuz like. well i live with these people and shit. whatever. point is. starts making some alters really freak out. i dont even really disagree with the ones who start feeling violent about it. if killing an abuser didnt land u in prison 4 life basically i dont think we'd even be dealing with this shit. probably cruel to say. but really whats cruel is someone who does this shit to people for 20 odd years. can i blame them at all for thinking that when we r like a caged animal who cant fidn a way out i really cant

itsnfine dont worey i wont let things come to that point. but ifnsomehow they do i guess my point that well you all know i tried ans you all know that the fucker had it coming and i will try to figure out how to fit a phone up my hole in prison ans i'll keep blogging as long as none of yall snitch

^ none of yall better act like thats something serious im being a bit funny but honestly i do think this site is pro killing your abuser more than other sites at least on the hypothetical level which helps becuse a lot of you won't disagree with us feeling that way

id love to do it but i wont because i've talked about it and alluded to it more than enough to warrant premeditation charge, and i wouldn't be able to feign innocence to hide it for the rest of my life and id always be paranoid about it so its not worth the mental weight either

i used to worry a lot that he would snap and kill me and mama

i guess it could still happen but i dont feel as scared about it as i used to.

maybe because i feel that im old enough to maybe stop it or at least be really hard to accomplish

this will all mean nothing when i forget about it mostly in a few hours

actually i'll be going to sleep in a few hours

since my schedule is literally the opposite of this family because i need time to myself

hopefully my dreams will be kind to me

i was really upset yesterday because i had a vivid dream where i was being affectionate and romantic with a guy who committed rape on me

woke up super disgusted and went back to sleep until 6 pm about it to get a better dream

does anyone on here care if i call it that if it wasnt violently penetrstive?

to me its a gross criteria plus what are you supposed to call someone who did less that that

whatever

point is i hsted the dream

all my dreams are vivid

many of them are lucid which is lovely

when they arent lucid though sometimes its awful but still its very vivid and all felt as real as life

this isnt really relevant anymore

right now i kind of feel nothing but my tummy hurts a lot

love you guys

[trickarrows-bishop]

LIVE BLOG OF ME REACTING TO EPISODE FIVE OF HSMTMTS

was gonna do this for episode four and forgot, kinda wish i did after all of THOSE scenes but anyways episode five lets GOOOOOO

[open with caution, i didn't realise how mentally unprepared i was]

THE WAY EJ WAS ON THE MOTHERFUCKING BANNER MADE ME SCREAM TBH LIKE BROTHER U WANT ME TO CRY FR FR

"richard bowen" "elton john" caswen is upon us (i cant even say im delusional because madlyn deadass nearly happened last episode)

"the musical is going swimmingly" girl u drowning dont lie

BYE NOT THE NEVER-ENDINGLY USED PLOT OF THE IDEA OF THE MUSICAL BEING CANCELLED I CANT GET AWAY FROM THIS FR

i gotta say kourtney repeatedly getting her moment is insane. like im so fucking happy rn over it its insane. like she's going therapy (WOOOOO THERAPY !!) and actually looking at her future !! im so happy for her im fr putting ms girl in my pocket

also when i found out her mom is played by dara's actual mom i screamed (not lying im so dramatic bye)

"lets start with questions!!" "great 'cause i have many" she is me and i am her. i am kourtney greene coded fr

4 JOBS??? EJ'S DAD CAN SUCK A DICK FR IDEC HE IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE MAN

i cant even say i want it made up bc ej said its a breath of fresh air and HE NEEDS THAT AIR FFS

"talking to val" WOHOOOO MENTION OF PAST CHARACTERS INSANE BEHAVIOR FROM THE WRITERS !! INSANE !! (im in delusion that nini will be back)

"you do look good" "thanks. you do look... terrible" real. ricky bowen me coded fr

cant believe we havent had one season where gina can just. have the lead. and no drama. like pls tim i was BEGGING like. at season two.

caitlyn (actress playing quinn the director) is so hilarious to me like i've been following her online for ages and bro its so funny seeing her on hsmtmts and doing exactly what she does in her other videos LMAO

"g force" i'll puke. fuck off.

GINA KINDA GAGGED QUINN THERE ???

LMFAO NOT HER CHANGING HER MIND JUST AT THE IDEA OF WINNING AN AWARD

EJ and ricky's duet lol they hate me. they want me to cry. im eight mins in too. cant wait to cry to this fr

update: crying over this duet what the fuc

can i just say how for certain songs on this soundtrack they've been HITTING or absolutely MISSING ???

this girl harper is GAGGING kourt LMAO "i see you standing here right now !!" SHES SO FUNNY FOR NO REASON

miss jenn is not using siri rn.

CARLOS BB :(

SIRI SHUSH WITH UR BEEPING

trust the process WOHOOOO

why is it thunderstorming JESUS

22 pages U FUCKIN WHAT (never been in a musical idk seems like a lot)

why is she always wearing a cheer outfit its deadass like the character's personality is cheer outfit bro

"3 children" i need to buy a GUN

quinn i was just routing for u babe why u posting such bullshit on instagram. and was that a FILTER?

BIG RED???FHHSDHFADSJGHFKSDJHFASDKJBFSKV

BIGGIE ???dFHAKSDHFAKSJDHGFKASHDG IS THAT MY SON ???? MY SON ???? IS HE ALSO WEARING GLASSES WHAT THE FUCK OF FUCKS

anyways let me actually play the scene LOLZ

HIS FIRST WORDS ARE "ASH YOU LOOK AMAZING" BYE CANT DO THIS WHY WAS I ROUTING FOR MADLYN FFS

YK WHAT? ASHLYN HAS TWO HANDS. YEAH. THAT CAN WORK FOR ME

grandma red's 100th!! everyone cheered fr (i am everyone)

"your last text said you had something important to tell me" no i am not about to witness redlyn break up. nononono.

I KNEW IT

THE FUCKING MOMENT SEB SAID HE CHEATED I CONNECTED THE DOTS I WAS LIKE

"HMMMMM BIG RED JUST CAME OUT AS BI ??? YOU CHEATED ???? IDK ??? MAYBE SEB HELPED OR SOMETHING" LITERALLY SAID THAT SHIT OUT LOUD AND I WAS RIGHT HOLY FUCK OF FUCKS

"surprise!!" boy- i don't have TIME to even unPACK-

"you okay?" "i am GREAT" me when i LIE

HOLD UP

DID HE JUST

DID RICHARD JUST

MENTION NINI???? WHA

HOLY FUCKING SHIT

THIS WASN'T ON MY HSMTMTS SEASON 4 BINGO CARD?!!!!????

yeah im salty about how shit of an exit that was for nini. next question.

"afraid of the truth?" do u want me to try and make this gay or not richard cuz i stg u are giving me some mixed ass signals

nevermind this is really sad and heartbreaking let me shut the fuck up

AND NOW WE GO BACK TO REDLYN OKAYYYY

THE MOVIES??? BIG RED AND SEB AT THE MOVIES ???

all of this is just so out of character for big red and seb like what

like ej was right there tim come ON

"we were at a harry styles movie" not the fucking millennial ass writing coming in NOW

"my bi origin story" how am i supposed to feel rn??? because i don't know how to feel. like. anything. at all.

GIRL YOU BETTER TELL HIM ABOUT VAL OR MADDOX ???

"yeah!!! she was cute!!!" "yes. she was." BAHAHHAHAJHFGDSKJ

"wait..." NOT THAT BEING THE WAY SHE CAME OUT BAHHDSJH

"there were fireworks... literally"

OHHHHH SHES TALKING ABOUT MADDOX TOO UHM

"YOU almost kissed MADDOX" bro idk if ur disgusted or proud pls elaborate

OH HE KNEW FROM THE DOC LMFAO

wait so im just like ??? meant to let go of redlyn ??

"im happy for you" kms where can i get a big red

aLSO I WANT A NAME REVEAL tim PLEASE

just watched redlyn break up. now FUCKING WHAT

"friends, though... right?" YOU BET YOUR ASS KING

"i will apologise to carlos. BUT YOU NEED TO CALL MADDOX" SO REAL THANK YOU BIG RED UR SUCH A KING

ashlyn stop doubting urself like GIRLIE everyone with EYES is down bad please. PLEASE.

WHY AM I WATCHING CARLOS AND MISS JENN HAVE A CRY SESSION ON SOME RANDOM ASS COUCH ???

why is rehearsals starting at 7 in the evening. that would not fucking slide at my school. ( if i ran a school) (not happening)

"FIFTY SIX MINUTES" girl even made me move tf?

KOURTNEY'S SHOES WHAT THE FUCK I NEED THEM RIGHT NOW

oh come on just hearing all of that she HAS to go to lewis

"i just learnt mack and gina are minors" GIRL ??? WHAT DID YOU THINK-

quinn shouting "CUT!!!" louder every time

"which felt like... nine days" WHY AM I LAUGHING

"because we're friends-" bro fuck off idc

GAG HIM G IT DONT MATTER

THINK OF THE MUSICAL GINA.

ricky PROMISED FR HE BETTER BE THERE

"hugs i love that we're doing this now!!" emmy I CANT NOT LOVE YOU

ASHLYN U MAKE THAT PHONE CALL THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU I NEED MADLYN RN

oh fuck i didn't realise that left carlos and big red FUCK

suddenly i DON'T want to be here

carlos can never be fully mad like if i found out someone had kissed my partner im 100% going to jail bc im so pissed off & i've probably killed someone, but why is he saying mf "good day!!" as he stormed off

MADISON FUCK OFF I AM NOT IN THE MOOD

fuck im really gonna have to have madlyn dragged out for me ffs

bro what is this weather on about tho

last time weather was important to plot it was like. keeping nini back in s2 e3 LMAO ???

EJ saying some important shit to ricky and its gonna make me cry again (its not even the finale and i have 17 mins of run time left of this episode FFS)

"im actually hurting them?" "no, you're actually hurting yourself" HOLY FUCK IM TOO VULNERABLE FOR THIS

CASWEN HUG AND IM GONNA RUN WITH IT FR

"stealing my girlfriends" BYE I CANT DO THIS

[alitgblog]

"live" blogging s7, vol 1 (some analysis, some jokes lol)

first off, I totally forgot there were other casa amor girls so opening the app to see them on the banner I was like oooo

the S7 MC isn't too bad art wise, like it's definitely better than I thought with the preview, but

I do think the skinnier size MC is super skinny and the bigger one is not that much bigger, which is a little disappointing (always appreciate more size inclusion). ideally I think there would be one more size up i think but I do understand that means they'd have to fix all the clothes 3 times.

speaking of clothes they've always been bad at the beginning of the season since like s4 and this is no exception. I wish we got more options in the beginning and then the others they tack on later

the skin tones really are only three shades with each having one warmer variation, which is kind of nice to have people get that option in tone, but I do still wish there were more shades variation in between (and darker ones in general)

for absolutely no reason I have decided that my MC is also gonna be the S5 MC from my first playthrough getting a second chance after a second failed relationship with Suresh (let's just pretend she didn't win her season lol) and she's cute in this style (but again i wish we had the right skin tone for her). I guess if fusebox is backing out of bringing back Eddie then I'm bringing my MC

Her name is Junie and she's doing a lot better now mentally and has gained a little bit of healthy weight and finally loves herself now so fusebox better not make an embarrassment out of her again.

this actually works out pretty well bc usually the casa amor girls on the show arrive at the same time unless something is special about one of them who can show up separately like MC does here (ok fine I've only seen that happen in LI USA S5 and I guess s6 of the game)

Ep 1

Bonnie being an LI feels solely like penance for me thinking Iona was hot but sad she wasn't even a friend really let alone an LI in s3 so thank you but for narrative purposes I'm making Junie straight

Uma is gorgeous

also fusebox is not beating the reused assets allegations even those poses are just too eerily familiar

"I wanna try the slow burn" *has war flashbacks to the Ozzy route I never finished*

short king raf

ok Alex picking MC when Summer was flirting so hard is actually very funny to me

I understand bc it's a gem choice i didn't pick that we didn't get the last card but very funny that they were like we're just not gonna give Summer a chance at all actually

Let's goooo confirmed Joyo is Indonesian (I'm filipino so i was hoping filipino so I could draw him singing karaoke but I am here for any southeast Asian representation at all 🥳)

however I am upset with the use of "rizz" again. maybe once or twice but if they do it again I'm rioting

Alex nerding out is so cute. also who wouldn't want a bob the builder boyfriend for home improvement projects lol

am i too old to understand what normcore is?? like I barely understand e-girl aesthetic but there's more??

Bryson and his sister Jess have the most realistic sibling relationship from the last two seasons bc I also would mess with my brother's partners. and I once again am mourning the idea of a protective brother slow burn storyline in s6 instead of whatever Amelia was doing

"I won't bore you with the details" no pls do it I wanna know and I don't wanna pay the gems

all the guys have great personalities so far and idk if it's because I'm paying attention more this time or it's just better but oh no I'm falling for all of them

the drama set up with the guys and their partners is promising writing (namely the triangle with Geri, Bryson, and Joyo but maybe just because im torn between those two anyway) I'm shocked but cautious it's episode 1 lol

ep 2

early doors?

the gem party outfit is so 2013 disney channel, I actually will be taking the free outfit

wait why is it not night time for truth or dare why did they change clothes lol

joyo, get out of here with the graphic tee and blazer combo. Maybe this is why Bryson doesn't like you, and it'd be justified (tbf him being a bad dresser has been established already though)

oh God I didn't see his pants too jfc let him borrow some clothes

I'm into the frenemy relationship with Summer, like there's always a female villain in the game and they're almost always entertaining to me at the beginning (minus maybe Kat and Ivy)

I'm warming up to the all the guys like how can you pick

I'm starting to realize I personally have a problem because I always go, at least initially, for the chefs/foodies (Jake, Bobby, Camilo, Roberto) and I like Bryson rn and I think my MC would go for Bryson based on how I played her in s5 but I'm slowly inching over to Joyo and honestly i see the vision for Bobby clone I mean Raf and it is absolutely bc they've mentioned cooking

stop talking about feet pls not again

I expect this from Summer but Uma coming over to try to steal my man?? I appreciate her boldness though and at least she's not going behind anyone's back

ep 3

as someone who doesn't have the modded app and will not pay real money for gems, I feel very happy with choosing to eavesdrop on the guys' conversation. I feel like usually a lot of the gem scenes aren't worth it but this one is fun

Joyo does skincare but can't dress and Bryson is a fashion expert but makes fun of skincare. If they joined forces they'd be unstoppable, thank God they hate each other

hey what the fuck happened to cassius

so in summary im pleasantly surprised and hyped for this season at the moment. and lastly, pls don't drop the ball on stick or twist again please please pleaseeee

[kmp78]

OoooKay

K, this is getting so old with the way you interact with posters that give you content for your blog. Writing in all caps so you can drive home your pointless opinions. You’re lucky WDW is a dead platform or no one would visit this page. Truth. You think it’s easy to put down Jared because he doesn’t respond. I don’t know, maybe you do work for him and this is the only active blog that still talks about him. But you put him down constantly because of his talent. I have my own dislike for him and it doesn’t involve his work or women and I don’t mind discussing it or his character faults. But not to admit that he’s extremely talented is lying to yourself. Before these last few albums, Jared wrote his own lyrics(most don’t), compose the music and helped with the finish of the song. All of them besides America and this one apparently. You can still be an airhead and be creative haha. There use to be depth and feeling in his previous work. Idk, I wish he was a better man. You speak shit about all the women in his life except VK. Just because you and her few friends think she’s precious doesn’t make it so. She’s just as petty and problematic as Jared. I believe she was able to sneak in some ig posts that Jared hasn’t seen. You think her ig post with large, inflated butt wasn’t a mean reference to some of the ig bodies of today? Jared, if he saw, probably thought it was funny since he’s equally judgy. You think it’s nothing when someone tells her to come get your dog? You think it’s nothing to wear a model wig/look important to Warhol. Eddie or something. But it’s associated with Jared. So many other crass posts. Do you believe Jared doesn’t think about when VK met dims? Maybe he does. She’s not all that to just happen to meet a billionaire family five months after breaking up with a long term boyfriend who she lived with . Guess it doesn’t matter and I do believe he tried to win her back. VK looks out for self. She may be a ding dong, but she moves smart enough to get what she wants. Tbh, there’s nothing wrong with that. Lastly, it’s become tedious to have a back and forth discussion with you, unless you and your participants are degrading other women in the most disgusting ways. TT is pretty and the only difference between her and VK is being white and foreign as opposed to being Asian and foreign ,no famous boyfriend. Even moreso if your a bIack model. I get some people might not find her attractive, the same that everyone didn’t find f VK attractive. And fyi, VK dressed the same as TT when she met Jared. What she could afford. TT seems her style matches her personality. Anyway. This is your blog as you remind everyone frequently so you can post what you want. But you don’t even have the, “gravitas,” to admit when you’re wrong or agree your opinionated stories are not facts. So, I’m done with this silly little blog and I’ll see my way out. 👋 🚪 Good luck with whatever you’re trying to achieve here. ✌️

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Hey thaaaaaaaanks! ✌️

[so0ppa]

that dumb live ""blogging"" thing i do with twa forever now I guess.

BEFORE I WATCH THE VIDEO!! I have! "Predictions." actually just one because "guys new aeon legion book guys guys i swear" is a cope i do every year and NOT a prediction... anyway so i think its likely the usual sprites are gonna get an upgrade like the twaeu ones already have. thats all. (also had a "maybe jp's sprites get animated as well" moment but as much as i hope it wont happen i also actually doubt that it will as it feels like too much work.)

length is like the exact same as on nebula so i 'spose there's no spons wars segment. fair honestly.

new introoo... i never pay much mind to it anyways so it doesnt matter. it was due for an update honestly it had been the same for. a while. actually hey wait it has greed. that . loses it 100 points /j OH HEY LOOK AT THAT I FUCKIGNGNGN KNEWED IT . MONKEYS PAW CURLS MOMENT /J AGUUHJDKY unrelated but god. me and my stupid love/hate ""cuteness""(hes not. at all. like not even a morsel of adorable in that guy) aggression whenever i see canon greed. ill be fair. while in general i do still dislike the animation. this is a bit more appealing. so maybe greed just sucks idk

omgg page flippp transitionnn i missed . well. no thats a lie i did not miss it.

"fishing for compliments" is pretty silly considering im playing webfishikg while watching (my audhd ass cannot do this otherwise /lh) omg muppets reference. reminds me i should rewatch the muppet movie. and the muppet christmas carol. and watch muppets in space because i haven't seen it ye- oh wait off topic whoops

ok . honestly. the thinking anim. cute tbh. growing on me i guess. i just realised i might know what that lanky ass red/white furry creature is a reference to (my irl made fanart of her and when they sent progress pictures i mistook it for a dinosaur and got disappointed when i found out it was [character that appeared in nostalgiacritics "the wall" video])

oh hey the shed haiiii :) oh and ic² & jc as well i guess idk. jfc yess i hate genre labels forever .. for music, books... & sexuality and gender ... uhm :)

oh hey audio quality slightly changed. not to be drawfee brained but. drawfee referenced those keep it simple, stupid books on a stream (i dont remember which one but i rewatched it p recently i think) and ive been thinking about that phrase sm ... its perfect to me i think. anyway, funny that jps also referencing it lol

fuuuck reminding me i should start journalingg. i keep thinking abt it and like giving myself false starts then just suddenly stopping... >>

oh hey and new outro nice. AH YAY its been. LIKE A WHILE SINCE HES DONE AN OUTRO VOICEOVER LMAO... now THATS something i missed :) okay yay took me way too long to get to watching this and to watch it in general . brainworms moment honestly. anyway aeon legion sequel in 2025 then ? /J

[gavichaelreaction]

It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

So, all my side blogs turned 10 recently. I don’t remember creating them all on the same day lol, but anyway. Sorry that the last few posts on this blog has been just rants, what has happened to RoosterTeeth has me feeling a lot of things;

They were a big part of my life from 2012-2015, and yet it feels like longer than that, as if I was there from the beginning (probably cos I went back and watched every single video leading up to the present day at that point lol). I was proud to see the company and the community grow. During that time in my life, I felt alone and was struggling with my mental health, so it felt like they were the only “friends” I had. Then I met people in the community that RT and all of us built.

I remember watching AH before they branched off into their separate channels, laughing at the let’s plays, Rage Quits, RTAAs and tuning in for RTExtraLife every year. I remember being, not immediately psyched about RWBY, but I always go back to the trailers even now. There’s something about them, they still gave me a lot of writing inspiration. I was honoured to have met Monty Oum, albeit briefly, and I still want his signature to be my first tattoo.

It’s sad to see the company fall apart the way it did, but from all the stuff that’s happened over the years, I can’t say I’m surprised. Maybe it was just their time. For anyone who was still there, all the animators and crew, I hope they find other work. I still check in with some of them every now and then, cos they’ll always have my admiration and respect. I worried for them and wondered “will they be ok?”

The people who worked there, I would see but a fraction of their lives play out in front of me. Like Michael and Lindsay; seeing them as coworkers, become friends, then start dating, get engaged, married, and start their family. I was cheering on these complete strangers as if I really knew them.

I started writing this a while ago, and what made me wanna continue this post? Meg and Gavin’s wedding pictures 🥰 seeing them having met cos of RT and stay together for all this time, seeing Michael and Lindsay still together and going strong with their family they started, Barbara and Trevor getting engaged. I remember when Ray left and I wished him well, then in his first livestream he held back tears as so many people watched and donated huge amounts to support him. Now he & Tina are married and living their best lives together with their dogs, the dream!

To answer my own question then, I think “yeah, they will be okay” and so will I. We’ll all be okay. We can cherish the memories that RT made for us in whatever stage of life we were at.

Funny enough, I went through a very similar thing where I met the love of my life in a seemingly perfect workplace, and due to poor decisions, the company went bust. We walked away from it as a couple and stronger than ever. Despite everything, I don’t hate the place, and won’t take this relationship for granted.

So, where do we go from here?

“Do you ever wonder why we’re here?”

Well, idk, but I can’t wait to find out. Will I still post on this blog? Idk, maybe! I do know this though, it’s partly because of these guys, that I know I’m creative, and destined to do something with that. They taught me that being weird is okay, and that you’re gonna find your people someday who will love that about you. I know I have.

As Monty always said…

Keep moving forward ❤️🤍🖤💛

[americasnexttopcadaver]

I guess I didn’t realize I wanted to marry you until you mentioned it. my friend (not using names now that this blog is public but you know who I mean) has always talked about wanting to be maid of honor in our wedding etc from the minute I told him about you but I was always like nahhh she’s not about that shit like I didn’t even consider it as a possibility bc I was so sure you didn’t want it. but if I’m honest with myself yes I want it. you keep saying you want to leave all the doors open but I actively want to shut them i absolutely want us to be together forever and I’ve known that since the moment I met you in person

and now I’m thinking maybe I shouldn’t stay here two years maybe I should go to Alaska sooner and get it out of the way. being honest I have no desire at all to go to Alaska and live apart from you that long and I really just want to stay here but I’m not doing that because I know I can get kind of obsessive and self abandony in relationships and going was really important to my past self and I want to honor that. plus I have to show you for sure that I AM NOT leaving you for anyone in Alaska no matter what you say might happen. plus it is very important to me that I keep some sort of a life outside you just because I’ve had a long term relationship end before where I didn’t have that and trying to rebuild it was really difficult. but I don’t look forward to it with anything but dread anymore because I have such a hard time just going a couple days without seeing you I don’t want to have to miss you for months at a time. I wish you could just come with me but I know you can’t.

it’s funny bc I used to pretend I was talking to you when I wrote on here and now I have to pretend you won’t see it. I added the part about knowing you can’t come with me so that I wouldn’t accidentally guilt trip you but I do really really really wish you could come with me bc then I wouldn’t have this problem. makes me want to hold a doctor at gunpoint and force him to find a cure for arthritis. you make me feel weird. like I actually want to be tied down to one place bc there’s only one place that has you.

and I know I want to live with you. I knew that even before we talked about it lol but for multiple reasons I have to live on my own right now. I’m sure you’ll want to know what those reasons are so 1) everything we talked about last night about how I’m really difficult to live with. which i honestly hate, it’s a big part of what came between me and my ex and I don’t want it to ever affect us but I really honestly try so hard to not be this way and I can’t manage to do it and from the outside I know it looks like I’m not trying at all which frustrates people so much. and it’s not even pleasant for ME to live with me like I much prefer your place. sometimes I really do think I need adhd medication or something but also I’ve taken vyvanse recreationally and I don’t think it really helps so idk what I actually need. but it makes me feel like shit about myself constantly especially bc it feels like I’m not good enough to not live alone and it actually doesn’t just feel like that because well. I am objectively right about it as everyone I’ve ever lived with could tell you. and I would do anything to just change it but I don’t know what I could even do. anyway the second reason is 2) I’ve never really had a place that’s mine and only mine and I have a lot of trouble being home as you know lol because nowhere FEELS like home. at least not the way I think people mean. home to me is in the woods or in the lake or with you and everywhere else I’m just visiting. and I really want to have a place I can feel at home that’s my actual physical home like I really want to give myself that and I think I can maybe learn to do that but I have to have a place that’s mine. and it can’t be dependent on you being there bc then if you left you would take my home with you and I don’t want that. but someday if I can get my shit together I want to live with you more than anything and my cats can just suck it up lol. now im crying ew.

but I want to marry you too. I want to marry you so much that it overshadows 1) how amazing being fucked with your knife was and 2) how annoyed I am that my body didn’t cooperate with me last night. it’s still not cooperating with me today but that’s a whole other story. the point is I hope I can have that with you someday. and I know you didn’t say you want to do it you just said you’ve thought about it. but I hope when I come back from Alaska you don’t decide it’s more trouble than it’s worth or something and I hope I can get my shit together because I really love you more than anything

[feuqueerfire]

When I Fly Towards You Live Blogging

Need something cute and fun and happy to wash away the DFF tragedies and decided to watch this after I saw a few Tiktoks on this last night. The Tiktoks made me want to watch + it has a really high rating on MDL. I've never watched a het CDrama before (Stay With Me was the only CDrama I've watched + 2 bromance shorts) and they tend to be really long but this one is around SWM length (24 eps w 35min runtime).

Also, I find the male lead's demeanor/way of carrying himself really attractive lol and the female lead is round-ish face girl with black hair and bangs like ah my weakness

Ep 1 (Mar 13)

Another ill-advised time to start a new show, I have so much homework etc to catch up on.

seems like they don't know each other from the beginning? but she's into him lol

her name: Zaizai

oh, her diary. found by the dude

who is this guy who got mistaken as Zhang Lurang supposed to be? are they all gonna get detention together or smth and meet again?

his name: Zhang Lurang

oh lmfaoo Lurang's friend borrowing his books

so this is a new school and they're in grade 10, so did Zaizai and jiang jia (?) transfer in? It feels like maybe high school starts in grade 10 (searched it up and yes). that's also why many people don't know each other yet ig? though there are apparently at least 9 classes per grade so makes sense to not know e/o anyway

oh, her wallet, not her diary

omg she thinks Lurang's name is Guran

I forgot the dubbing kills me

she's so cute, already daydreaming about her and Guran.

they're going to the military base... the tiktok wouldn't already happen would it? I thought it happened after they started dating already

this show is funny heh

pls okay Enough with the mismatched names cuz when other people get involved I become nervous

Cute so far and funny, I hope the name thing gets cleared up soon

Ep 2 (Mar 13)

they do keep meeting each other

pls Lurang just not correcting Zai when she calls him Guran

Zaizai is literally so bold omg volunteering to sign a song in front of everybody + dedicating it to the boy she likes (even if she doesn't know his real name lol)

pls Lurang smiling while looking at Zai wanting to sing with Guran while knowing she means him... menace but he is endeared

Guran is kinda annoying, I think Jiang deserves somebody a little less annoying

ah not him using the "Run if it's raining. Fool" like that she used on him in their 1st encounter at the beginning of ep 1

lowkey also into Jiang and Zai yuri

not into Guran and Lurang yaoi cuz Guran irritates me

Zai is so cute "You're here alone. Do you need me to protect you?" says the one who's afraid of the dark

okay I could get into Jiang and Guran enemies-to-lovers if Guran stops being annoying

Zaizai is sooo cute also hah Lurang following behind her when he'd realized that Zai was scared lol but his nonchalant act is fun

Oh, is the year already over? They're in grade 10 and 16 years old here, does it follow them for a couple years? I know they apparently get married at the end

Ep 3 (Mar 14)

nvm still grade 10

usually in a hetship i like it when the guy likes her more (and that probably is gonna end up being the case here too lol) but i love how bold and proactive Zai is here! Like following Lurang is one thing but she’s also not shy about the fact that she was trying to fit into his ideal type (ahh his smile when she’s crying into her braids) and last ep when she was saying she’ll protect him and this ep paying for Lurang with her bus card ahh it’s cute idk

and then her speaking up when the man was being creepy and when Lurang asks, her being like yeah I was scared but I knew you’d back me up! and then Lurang being the one who gets shy saying he wouldn’t back her up and her being like but you diddd hehe

Ep 4 (Mar 14)

i remember the edit where Lurang is a bit mean to Zaizai and tells her to be quiet had comments about Lurang's step(?)-mother, so yeah ig she doesn't treat him well and compares him to her younger son

ahh they're gonna tutor each other yess

her tugging on his short sleeve is crazy woah i love hetshipping <3

Okay, yknow what Enough! Stand up Zaizai, how are you down bad enough for a teenage boy that you let him finish your whole food? esp one that's meat, i'd offer the guy and be waffling down the rest. He should buy her something now

okayy she at least got him to agree to treat her to a meal later

and Zaizai got him to smile in front of her + also getting his WeChat so true

loll Lurang literally seeing in slow motion when she shows up in casual non-uniform clothes

oh Lurang calling her Su-laoshi (Teacher Su) killed me omg

I guess the Class 1 girl (Ye Zhenxin) will end up being a problem? The one who made fun of Zaizai for being from a non-key class and now also has to stay behind for basketball?

okay fine the boys can defend the girls from the bullies and show off by beating them in basketball

Ep 5 (Mar 14)

At least the Guran and Jiajia misunderstanding got cleared up

hehe rain and umbrella scene

umbrella scene hehe ofc

nooo is Zhenxin gonna accuse Zaizai of stealing the money? Because she saw her treating people to snacks + saw her leave Class 1?

ahh Lurang coming to her defense

plss Lurang seeing her pretend cry with her friends through the window but thinking Zaizai crying for real

glad it got finished quickly within the episode

Ep 6 (Mar 15)

aouuu Lurang waiting for her

plsss not Guran overhearing Jiang Jia telling his doctor dad about her hair loss but thinking she is deathly ill or smth and confessing every time he's wronged her T.T silly af

does Guran's doctor father kinda ship him and Jiang Jia lol

omg a roundabout way of the "MC has love interest running errands for them" trope

heh here's the scene from the edit of Zaizai getting caught by Lurang cheering for another student by calling him "handsome, jjayo!"

Ep 7 (Mar 15)

Ah, Zaizai realizing Lurang's habit of rubbing his neck when he's shy/lies heh

pls not Zaizai's homeroom teacher Mr. Lin being Lurang's uncle

I don't fully understand why Zaizai was so nervous like it's not like she's nervous about the fact that she was studying alone with a guy in his home because she was fine and eager to see Lurang's uncle. Is it because Zaizai thought that Mr. Lin wondered if the two of them were dating that one time before?

the dancing after the play, are they trying to sell me on Guran and Lurang yaoi?

Ep 8 (Mar 15)

omg poor Jiang Jia with a period stain on her skirt but at least the nice girl told her

prince Lurang... I want to be you but also you're attractive

ah Guran fr has a crush on Jiang Jia fr

and yet helping her by letting Qianyu know that she brought all that food for him ah

I'm way more into Guran and Jiang Jia now than I was in the beginning

The grandma telling Guan Fang (?) that he doesn't have to be the focus and the center to shine :(

Ep 9 (Mar 15)

ahh can Lurang or Zaizai just confess like they know they like each otherrrr just date already and I have no hopes of even getting a kiss bc the wedding kiss from the starting credits seems like an angle kiss

omg?! not Zaizai saying she saw Lurang with the kid and saw them in 10 years, that's a crazy thing to say but if you can say that, why can't you confess properly and start dating T.T

ah 2012, end of the world

alksdfj not Lurang purposely making Zaizai jealous heh

hmm okay but spending most of the time with the girl when he knows Zaizai is sad/insecure is >:(

not Lurang's brain turning off practically when in the room alone with Zaizai and leaving ASAP

glad that ended well

Ep 10 (Mar 15)

ohh Guan Fang seemingly easy-going and bullyable but not actually

pls Enough funny misunderstandings for Guran where he's accidentally seen as the hero, i'm just not somebody who can handle the joke being that somebody sees himself as better than he is

omg D: randomly a touching story amidst the jovial mood so far

Ep 11 (Mar 16)

ah, they're apart for a month for New Year's break and Lurang's going back home instead of living with his uncle

loll Zaizai's reaction to Suyang

The way every child is Zaizai's nemesis lmfao

not the gaggle of gossipping aunts and uncles

Started doing 1.25x this ep or the previous ep because 1x was taking a long time rip

Ep 12 (Mar 16)

pls i too initially thought Guran was hiding porn

Aw, ep 10 about Guan Fang and this ep about Guran feeling neglected by his doctor parents who are heroes to other patients but leave him alone.

Are we gonna get smth about Jiang Jia in ep 14? And then delve more into Lurang afterwards? and possibly some Zaizai too? I wonder when the part where Lurang tells Zaizai to be quiet and then she avoids him is gonna happen

Ep 13 (Mar 16)

Guran is so obvious in his crush on Jiang Jia loll

ahh Lurang being jealous thinking it was Su Zaizai righting the love letter to someone, I love jealous Lurang

ohh the jealousy during pull-ups, this was in the edits

Guran, ow "it's not like you'll ever be [Qianyu] anyway"

Ep 14 (Mar 16)

I've really liked thus far how supportive Guran has been in Jiang Jia's crush on Qianyu, like telling her to confess and helping her and encouraging her even though he obviously doesn't want to because he likes her. He just wants her to be brave and chase what she wants. It's a very kind thing to do I guess because like I'm used to fuckass Han Seojun (True Beauty) type characters who insist their their female friend date them and not leave her alone until she does

Y'know idk why I thought it was his step-mother? Feels like I saw it in the comments of a real but I think it's his bio mother maybe since Lurang lives with her teacher brother

now Guran gonna get got by Jiang Jia apparently crying when she didn't cry

"Turns out the sun and sunflower shine for each other" is so true like the connection immediately makes me think of the sunflower facing the sun always but indeed the sun is also shining brightly for the sunflower, not a one-way relationship

Ep 15 (Mar 17)

girl why are we Singing?

ah, grade 11 begins

ouch, Guran always having to help Jiang Jia with Qianyu or the other way around

"Report to me if you notice anything" girl

bro the way we're having problems about Lurang and Zaizai dating or liking each other or spending time together or whatever at school but these fuckers aren't even properly dating yet T.T

omg D: is this gonna be the start of Lurang telling Zaizai to be quiet but she's gonna be hurt?

aww poor Zaizai who was already facing the rumour that she's some girl who's bothering key-class-Lurang and now Lurang being rude to her

Ep 16 (Mar 17)

immediately started this new ep, which doesn't happen with this show usually because the eps tend to end well but i'm too into the angst rn, I've been looking forward to it since the edits

but Lurang's not the one who told them about the transfer D: T.T

and omg Lurang's so bad at speaking too

I'll guess that this guy is her cousin or smth?

lolll not him fueling the fire talking about how he didn't tell an annoying girl in the next class about his transfer

indeed he's her cousin

ahh Zaizai getting Lurang to act cute for her

So, Lurang's brother is younger than him but is gonna be doing grade 12 test even though he's in grade 11? i'm confused girl

oh I see, he's a 10th grade age in 12th grade

aghhh like I can understand Lurang's frustration esp since he's a teenager but also Luli is also just 16 and in a new place where he only knows his brother and is also the focus of gossip even though they're praising him T.T I hope they become closer or at least more friendly :(

bruh, call Lurang to let them know that Luli's been found

Oh man, the bias and favouritism is wayyyy too much fr

I can handle this much tragic backstory for a male love interest like it's sad but not like every tragedy piled on

Ep 17 (Mar 17)

aw he's really leaving for a year :(

I really don't fully get what the status of this relationship is cuz she's saying happy 1 year anniversary lol like they both know they're lowkey in a relationship but they just... don't Talk about it I guess?

Ep 18 (Mar 17)

plss not the girl thinking Zaizai edited the pic of her and Lurang lmfaoo but at least Zaizai's happy and excited knowing he doesn't accept gifts from girls or anything

"Let's not give up on our dreams for the other" so true

I read a comment that said the grandma will be okay so that's good

Ep 19 (Mar 18)

I'll be honest, it's kinda hard for me to keep picking up this show cuz I just wanna watch a BL with dubcon/weird/uncomfortable dynamics instead.

ah, so they're talking about Confessing now like girl I wish I knew why your situationship is like this

pls not Lurang being like hmm Su zaizai, act normal *nods nods*

plsss not her signalling by saying my parents want me to get married at 30, so much get engaged by 29, should meet my partner's parents by 28 and need to have dated 10 years for that, so I need to start dating at 18

this tarot reading lmfao

bruh not the Guran and Jiang Jia

ahh confession finally and a cute one too hehe

hug !!!

oof, Guran leaving fr

Ep 20 (Mar 18)

ahh that's not even a kiss but so true i'm giggling

omgg a kiss hehehe esp bc Lurang learned copy-and-paste

Doraemon reference

Ah, she said "Rang-rang, you're the best" and it sounds like ZB1 Zhang Hao's name

ahhh no way both Lurang and the senior tried to say "here" for Su Zaizai to cover for her absence byeee

but i do like it when either of them get jealous cuz it's like cute but not Too Much lol

This ep had the military scenes from the tiktok that I'd watched. Also had the fantasy of everybody finding out that the FL is dating the cool handsome ML which is fun, we love.

Ep 21 (Mar 18)

and Zaizai cleverly letting the senior know that she has a boyfriend

why is there no fucking music during their kiss scenes is it because of youtube? is there music on Viki?

Ah, there is indeed music in the Viki version, I'll just continue watching that one

hah paying rent for staying in Zaizai's heart via kisses

Okayyy now it's Lurang's turn to have somebody interested in him while perhaps Zaizai is a bit jealous hehe, though I hope this girl also ends up bowing out gracefully like Zaizai's senior and less like the catty girl from high school

smh the girls in these really are Very Meddling huh? i guess there's appeal in that too even if I'm not super into it

loll saw these moments in tiktoks too

I really like it when Lurang sometimes widens his eyes when looking at Zaizai in a teasing way

Zaizai's parents are sooo funny lol

Ep 22 (Mar 19)

"You match my bed so well" while sitting him on the bed and grabbing his face like this, oh Su Zaizai you get me

dang, we've gotten multiple kisses and an allusion to sex and they also live together, idk why I expected it to be more chaste. Ig since they started out in high school + literally didn't start Dating until graduation, I thought it'd remain that way. obviously it's still not hot and heavy or anything and the kissing scenes are just closed lips pressed together but still

Did Lurang just notice Jiang Jia and Guran tension or did Guran tell him?

i don't remember who this Wan Nan is unfortunately lmfao I thought the senior that Jiang Jia liked was the prince charming in Cinderella play but maybe not who knows

had to pause to scream a little at the boss touching Zaizai's hand/leg >:(

Let's kill this boss wtf

Ep 23 (Mar 19)

my poor Su Zaizai, I hate this evil boss man >:(

ah Guran having to be told by somebody else that Jiang Jia likes him while Jiang Jia also never made a move despite thinking that Guran probably maybe likes her

Ep 24 (Mar 19)

last ep

man I'm gonna stop being practical or thinking because the thought of Lurang buying a house By Himself for them to live in just gave me the ick like why...?

ahhh proposal so cuteee also interesting to see a proposal that's not "Will you marry me?" "Yes" "yay she said yes!" even though the beats are the same

oh, scandelous, Lurang opened like one shirt button and slipped the sleeve off of Zaizai's shoulder lol

ahhh the wedding cuteee

Su Zaizai angry face and then biting Luran's arm heh

oh they're having a baby

ahh, them in their school uniforms again from the last scene, sooo cute

Overall:

This isn't the show's fault at all but I think I'm just in the mood for a BL, so occasionally I'll think of just pausing the show to watch a BL in the middle lol or to go watch some BL edits (esp because I'm using this fluffy cuteness to try to get over Dead Friend Forever TeeWhite tragedy). This doesn't tend to happen when I'm actually watching the show because for more of the eps, I'm watching it like :D ^.^ :) :> happy smiles and giggles, so it's not the show's fault but rather me craving some yaoi cuz it took like a week to watch this lol

This was so cute, I liked the characters and their characterizations, I liked the friend group (more than I thought I would at first bc I was annoyed by Guran in the beginning), I liked their romance. I liked how they were mutually helping each other achieve their goals and paths in life. It was just cute. They had a 1 year long-distance thing in the middle where they were obviously sad but they got through it. I like that they trusted each other and liked each other and were nice to each other. Su Zaizai and Lurang, you're so cute!

Love that so much of this was them while in a relationship! Like they were in a "kinda relationship but we don't talk about it or define" for a while there during high school but even after officially becoming a couple after graduation, there are many eps of them in uni and at jobs and such. I love an established relationship situation and this delivered (want this for my BLs so bad). They got through situations together, no unnecessary breakup or terrible miscommunication, ah just feel good and cute but entertaining without becoming a bore.

It's just good and cute and endearing. Liked it. I don't necessarily think I'll think about them a whole lot, especially because everything is wrapped up so nicely, but I think the show did a lot of things well.

Rating: 6.5/10 [May 12, 2024 Update: Decreased by 0.5 stars when rerating shows I've watched in 2024: 7 -> 6.5]

Tiktoks - Before watching:

Saw this Tiktok edit while going through an account for TeeWhite (DFF) edits and

the most popular Tiktok of this show made me wanna watch

+ this one like omg idk why I’m so excited to see him get jealous/grovel I don’t know this man

Okay wait I saw this (pretend crush) on a reel before, I didn’t know this was from the same drama, no wonder the name seemed familiar.

[mrsblackruby]

Yeah Pretty Much

The under the cut part is just there for anyone having them same mental health struggles as me when it comes to blocking. Might help knowing someone else feels the struggle idk

I’ve been in some situations tho where tumblr has accidentally blocked people or I must’ve blocked accidentally idk how tf it happened (I more commonly unfollow people by accident) and It’s a close mutual too and then they ask me wth and I’m like:

But especially since I’m heavy in the fandom discourse I try to live by OPs statements personally. Even tho in the back of my head there’s like two fandom blogs I really loved and they’ve blocked me. I’m not sure if they meant to or not cuz we use to talk all the time then block 😭. But I still haven’t reached out cuz I feel once I’m blocked I’m blocked. And I get it discourse just isn’t for everyone especially with how heavy it gets and people just want to escape and people can block me for any numbers of reasons.

But that Bitch hurts like ghosting. I’m sad. But I’ll live. But I am sad.

Ngl I hate being blocked when I’m deep in thought like damn but I have to learn to respect other people boundaries *eye roll🙄* (Eye roll because I have a personality disorder and it’s not my first impulse to care about other people I actively have to urge myself not to cross boundaries. But I do see the importance in trying tho but it’s so fucking annoying)

Also the great fear that everyone is gonna block me in life because they think I’m an inferior human eats away at me.

But that’s just my own existential crisis.

I hope people feel comfortable enough to tell me why they’re blocking me to at least ease the pain if they care about my feelings but I get why someone wouldn’t be able to do that.

I believe in all of u and u will be missed. 😘

I’ve been harassed so much and I still haven’t blocked some people idk I just don’t like blocking people personally unless it’s my last option it makes me sad. like i desire to talk things out but some people don’t want to talk. I get that.

But it causes me grief but I’m trying to process it healthy.

It’s the FOMO. It hurts so bad.

I feel like a little kid again with my overwhelming adhd symptoms and everyone just turning around and ignoring me for being the problem child when I just want to hangout with my peers but I definitely get it. I can be a lot for some people to handle. But it hurts cuz I feel like I could handle/face anyone if the situation presents itself to me.

But idk if that’s just me having a big ego again.

Anyways I like to think I had an ego death and it humbled me deeply 💀💀💀

The internet’s and interesting place and I wonder what effect it’s having on my mind constantly.

Idk why I kinda find it so funny that it’s such a struggle for me to leave the people alone. I’m such and menace to the masses.

Like I see something interesting and I just want to go go go. That’s probably why i get blocked a lot 💀 but it does eat away at me if it’s another reason cuz then I start wondering what those other reasons could be. Cuz my anxiety hates me but remember anxiety is a lair and when someone blocks you without telling you why you will never truly know the reason behind it. So whether it’s the worse or best case scenario or whatever the reason might actually be…it isn’t an identifier of ur worth as a person. Ik what uncertainty can do to a anxious brain but I hope that logic helps someone out there or helps me myself out lolz

All in All Fight the urge because not interacting with someone once they’ve blocked u is the safest option for you both. If it’s a mistake maybe things work it self out maybe not but the safest option is to not engage any further. It’s okay to be in your feelings about it tho.

We all deserve sad boi hours.

💀 Just realizing I’m that friend that if you’re ever in a break up With someone Imma try to convince ya not to text ur ex.

Just as a heads up. If someone blocks you, don't work around it and message them to ask why. I don't care if it makes you anxious or uncomfortable or whatever. If somebody's blocked you, they have made it very clear they don't want to interact with you. Leave them alone.

[kirisslut]

ochaco nsfw alphabet? 👉👈

"Ochaco Uraraka: NSFW Alphabet"

↬w/ Ochaco Uraraka x gn!afab!reader

↬Summary: NSFW alphabet with Ochaco Uraraka

↬Warnings: smut (obviously-), uhh idk what else this is mostly vanilla, mentions of impact play ig, overstimulation, mommy kink

↬Author's Note: I took out like two letters because I had no ideas but I hope you enjoy this anyway!! I'm sorry if it's sucky - JJ <3

↬Do not proceed if you are under 15 as this is a 15+ blog

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

If she's subbing then she's generally kind of quiet and maybe a little insecure afterwards so I feel like she'd need a lot of praise and reassurance, kisses and cuddles are also an essential. But if she's domming then I feel like she'd be really motherly and ready to take care of you, she checks in on you a lot and needs to make sure that you're okay, she's just really sweet and will do anything for you. She'll grab you a snack and drink for you to have and she makes sure you eat it all so she knows you ate and drank something.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

I feel like her favorite of hers is her thighs, now hear me out. I feel like she was insecure about them at first but then you kept talking about how much you love and adore them and she was like "oh 😳" and now she loves them. And then I feel like her favorite of yours is probably your hands, they're pretty and she loves holding them and kissing them and when you use them to finger her until she's sobbing and begging for you to stop-

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

She lowkey wants to have a threesome with you and one of the girls from class 1-A but she’d never admit that out loud, she’s too embarrassed but she literally thinks about that 24/7- it lives in her mind rent free

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

I feel like she wouldn't really know what she was doing at first because she wouldn't sleep with anyone she didn't completely trust and she's never completely trusted anybody before you. But after a while she'd catch on and figure it out, she also might do a little research too (not porn though, she knows that isn't the greatest example)

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary, she likes looking into your eyes no matter who's getting fucked stupid, she loves your eyes and staring into them

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

I feel like she'd be mostly serious but if something funny happens like on accident then she'll burst out laughing and probably apologize for it when she calms down

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

I feel like she keeps hers shaved majority of the time if she knows you two will be having sex soon but sometimes she's got a little bit of hair but not much, she keeps it pretty well trimmed most of the time

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

I'd say theres a lot of romance during sex with her most of the times, but sometimes she'll get a little too much into it and either get fucked like a complete worthless whore or fuck you like you're a complete worthless but those are both rare occasions for her.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

I feel like she masturbates a lot but is really shy about it so you'd never know she did it. If you do find out and you confront her about it then she'd probably die right on the spot from embarrassment

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Praise- she’s like praising you a lot, she likes calling you a good boy/girl and telling you how pretty you look for her, but she also really likes being praised, it’s one of her favorite things in the world

Overstimulation- she really loves when you overstimulate her, even if she’s begging for you to stop, but she really loves when you do it

Mommy kink- she likes being called mommy and I am a firm believer in this. You calling her that boosts her confidence and turns her on so much

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

She gives me basic bedroom vibes, she just likes to be comfy while she's having sex so sex outside of the bedroom is very very rare

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Teasing and flustering is definitely one, you doing it to her will definitely turn her on but doing the same to you also turns her on, you just look so cute when you're a flustered mess because she's flirting with you

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

I feel like she'd be uncomfy with any type of cnc, scat, piss kink, harsh pain play (she's fine with some but she doesn't like it really harsh or painful, anything like that

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

She loves both, she could sit in between your thighs for hours and she's damn good at it too

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

She’s slow and sensual for the most part, she’s rarely fast and rough, you guys have been together for like 3 years and that had only happened twice so far, so it is a rare occasion for you two

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

She doesn’t mind them but she doesn’t necessarily enjoy them too much, she likes to take her time when she’s having sex because it’s really important to her

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

She is to some extent, but she doesn’t like taking very many risks so she likes taking baby steps up to something that either of you want to try

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

I feel like she’d last an average amount of time but she doesn’t go for very many rounds, she just gets overwhelmed way too fast, which is sometimes a good thing but it becomes actually too much after a little while

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

I feel like she has so many toys it isn’t even funny- like every time she sees one she wants, she goes “I don’t need it” then goes back and buys it a couple hours later- she uses them a lot, both on you and herself but mainly on herself

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

I can see her being a little bit of a tease, but she’s not too much of one, she just likes riling you up a little but she breaks pretty easy if you beg for her enough

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

She’s really loud, like the neighbors have complained a lot about how loud you two are. She moans and whines mainly but she does whimper occasionally

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

She says she loves you a lot during sex, whether she’s domming or subbing, she just really loves you and she wants you to know that

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

It’s very high, she’s asking to fuck atleast 4-5 times a week, she just really likes having sex with you

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

If she’s subbing then she falls asleep fairly soon after but when she’s domming she’ll make herself stay up until you fall asleep then she’ll go to sleep after you

[wtfwhy]

SPOILERS!!!!!!! Unorganized Teen Wolf movie review basically

I actually... really liked it??? Like it's not that good but I enjoyed watching it! A lot of parts were genuinely funny and the plot was like passable! (Quite a few unanswered questions tho)

There were some things I found confusing or weird, like idk wtf Harris had against the pack (his reveal was funny af tho) and a few other things, but they were mostly just because of the lack of Stiles, Kira, and and Isaac

The Kira 'stand in' girl (I think her name was Hikari??) Was pretty cool, obviously sucks that Kira herself wasn't there but that's a whole different conversation 👀

Honestly, as a huge Stydia shipper I was hoping they wouldn't break them up and just have him like watching their kids or something (I think I saw a funny post of that once) but they way they broke them up? Not actually that bad? Like Lydia left him because she loved him and I was just worried that they wouldn't love each anymore so I'll take what I can get! Tho not expanding on the dreams she was having is a bit of a lost thread, but since it wasn't really apart of the main story, I'll let it slide lol.

I did not like how they just pretended Issac didn't exist, that was pretty fucked up. Like I predicted that Scott and Allison would get back together by the end, but damn rip Isaac for real 😔

Anyways, about Derek's death... Honestly, since I wasn't taking the movie that seriously in the first place, I didn't really feel anything about Derek dying? Like don't get me wrong, I love the man and if they killed him off in the actual show I'd be bawling, but the movie to me is just a silly little suggestion to canon than law. There's real canon, fanon, and the third secret canon that lives inside my brain ☺️

But like, I don't really care that he died in the movie, I was just surprised tbh. Rip king you deserved better 🙏 (I don't understand how he just like, disappeared, after being burnt?? Like maybe I didn't notice it but his body was gone like huh???)

I never liked Scott and Malia together so I'm glad they broke up, but Malia and Parish was weird as hell and was just so random. I think that ever since Malia and Stiles broke up the writers just couldn't figure out what to do with her? Which is a total shame cause Malia is queen. But none of her relationships post stiles make sense or work out so rip (I do love me some stlia on the side ngl)

Jackson was GREAT, funny af and just like how I would imagine the redeemed adult version of the asshole from season 1, 10/10

Lots of missed opportunities for interactions, (like Liam and Mason) but it's only a 2h movie so I get it

I thought both Scott and Allison were great, tho I'm not sure how I feel about her staying alive afterwards. Plus I always shipped Scira more but you know 👀 love that Scott was the same great guy ☺️ when he hugged Chris I literally cried it was so cute 🥺

UNEXPECTED TWIST for me!!! I came into the movie, very lightly shipping Chris and Melissa, and came out of the movie shipping Chris, Melissa, and Peter 😳 I didn't expect that! But they were such a cute trio omg it was amazing

Eli was cute and I don't think that he was that much like stiles, but there obviously similarities

And Jackson and Lydia brotp??? Absolutely!!!

So that's basically it, I'll give this a solid 6/10

PS: saw some people legitimately mad that sterek didn't happen, fuck those people. You are not allowed near my blog...unless you want to send funny hate anon that I can roast

(like one person brought up the whole, sterek was "queerbaiting" thing, which is such bullshit. They literally never fucking liked each other, even platonically. I would say by the end of the show Derek just barely tolerates Stiles. The real queerbaiting was the writers being to scared to confirm that Stiles was Bi because it's ridiculous how many scenes pointed to that, especially in seasons 1-3 smh)

I might take about more later but it's bedtime!!!

[nonbinarydeity]

Long, kinda rant?? Idk my brain is all over the place today and I needed to get some thoughts off my chest 😩

It's funny to think that the subconscious remembers everything, because I sure as fuck don't. I think it can be hard for people with neurodivergent minds to comprehend manifestation in the first place, but that difficulty is compounded by the fact that some people literally just... can't remember what they've been doing. Like for me, I can't remember anything for sure unless it's yesterday or today, and even then I get it all mixed up in my head. Idk what's last week or last year, there's no real timeline in my head at all, it's all a jumbled mess lol.

When I'm manifesting, this makes it very difficult for me to persist, because half the time I can't make up my mind what I want, and the other half of the time I forget when I started and what I'm doing and all of this other stuff. And I know that it's not necessarily important to know everything about your manifestation, but as someone who likes to tell stories in my head, I like the details to be consistent, and most of the time I can't remember the details 😩

I could write it down, but what happens if I forget? And then rereading it, it feels like a script, but I want it to be my natural thought progression + I don't want to think about it too hard because that's when I overcomplicate.

It all feels so contradictory. I really hope that I find more neurodivergent takes on manifesting, because even though I "understand" it, it's the actually doing it part that I have the most trouble with. (Also if your ND and a manifesting blogger, pls message me or whatever so I can read your blog 😩😩😩 and maybe be friends lol).

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Idk, I feel like within the community this whole post would be written off as "limiting" but like this is just what I actually struggle with, and that's valid as fuck?? Like you should never shut someone down with "that's a limiting belief" when they're trying to work through a difficult situation like this, especially when you could never step into their shoes because you literally don't think in the same way.

Also can we talk about how awful it can feel to realize that everything comes from you? Like yes, it does, but that's traumatic as fuck for people who want more than anything for everyone to be happy. Like in the world we live in, things suck for everyone. And it can be really hard to come to terms with the idea that you created it all when you hate seeing people suffer. It can lead to guilt and shame and all sorts of things, and it's so hard to overcome that even if you know that you didn't make it this way on purpose. Like, yes, you made everything, but you're not to blame for it, even if you know about manifesting and you haven't changed something yet, or even if you're struggling to change things and you feel hopeless, it's not your fault, because as easy as everyone says it is, the journey to instant manifestation can be really long and difficult. If it was easy for everyone right away, there wouldn't be a whole community around it, after all.

Anyways, the main point of all this is: you're valid as fuck, and please don't get down on yourself for "not being able to do it" because it can be hard and it can take time, and that's just normal and natural. You've got this 100% even if you don't feel like it right now; if you keep at it, you'll get it eventually ❤️